I remained motionless.
The glass of water was still in my hand.
I didn’t know what I was looking at.
He didn’t look like a monster.
And that scared me more.
Because fear is easier when it wears the face of a villain.
But Daniel didn’t look like a dangerous man.
He looked like a broken man.
At 4:12 AM, he got up.
He adjusted the blanket over Emily.
He kissed her hair.
He took the pink plastic hospital wristband again.
And he left the room.
I ran to the kitchen before he could see me.
My legs were shaking.
When he walked past me, I pretended to be drinking water.
“Can’t sleep?” he asked in a raspy voice.
I looked at him.
For a second, I thought about screaming at him.
About saying: