The next morning, Sarah took the kids to school.
Before leaving, my daughter hugged me.
“Are you picking us up today, Dad?”
I looked at Sarah.
She didn’t say anything.
“Yes,” I replied.
“I’m going to pick you up.”
And for the first time in years, I kept my word.
I picked them up after school.
We bought pralines on Market Street because my daughter really wanted them.
We walked through downtown Charleston.
The church steeples disappeared under gray clouds.
My kids laughed among the pigeons.
Shame closed my throat.
For years I said I worked for them.
It was a lie.
I did work.
But I also escaped.
From the bills, the exhaustion, the routine, and my own mediocrity.
Meanwhile, Sarah held the entire house together on her own.
When we returned, she was packing clothes into boxes.
“Don’t do this,” I whispered.
“I am not doing this today, David.”
“I did it every night you didn’t come home.”
“And Andrew?”
“He is my lawyer.”
“He listened to me when you stopped doing it.”
Then she added in a low voice: “I didn’t sleep with him.”
“I didn’t betray you.”
“But he held my hand when I felt alone.”
That hurt more than any infidelity.
The days passed in silence.
I slept in the guest room.
One Sunday, we went to the French Quarter with the kids.
My son bought a small hand-painted pottery plate.
“Be careful,” Sarah told him.
“Pottery breaks if you don’t take care of it.”
I didn’t know if she was talking about the plate or our marriage.
Later, near Waterfront Park, I asked her: “Tell me what you need from me.”
“Don’t use the kids to keep me here.”
